peanuts new favorite thing to do now is stick out her tongue and blow bubbles, she also likes to rub the back of her head back and forth, she will lay on her blanket and turn her head from side to side and then gets this huge grin on her face. she also likes to sit up and rub her head on the couch, she is also starting to giggle more.
it was funny at thanksgiving my grandma just kept saying oh shes really good like sooo good and i felt so proud to keep saying yeah she is. we had my grandma, aunt, and cousin come to our house with my parents for thanksgiving it was nice to have everyone around for the holiday, it was especially nice to have something more to be thankful for,.... peanut, i know it hasn't been easy some days but i know i would never change a thing i would do it all again, shes worth it. not only is she the best baby, shes my baby. i know she is supposed to be mine and im supposed to be her mom, theres no other kid out there i would love like i love her.
she is also sleeping through the night from about 10:30-11:00 to 7:30-8:00 a.m. its been fantastic i finally feel semi-normal again.
so its now the night before i go back to work and it scares me to death, i worry about leaving peanut, about not being able to handle work, and if this is whats best for us.
i know financially for us, this has to happen but its still hard to do, there's one part of me thats so glad to get back to my "old life" and another thats used to staying home. seeing her every morning waking up and staying with her all day and waiting for dev to come home. then i remember how i want to go back and how bored i get when she naps and i have nothing to do, or how i cant even go out to the store anymore without packing like were going on a week long trip. so hopefully all goes well.
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