the next few weeks had us going to the dr's on a weekly bases to check her growth and the fluid i then developed pre-eclampsia and had to be put on bed rest in june. (june 14th to be exact.)
bed rest sucked it was a waste of days were i felt miserable and my only way of leaving the house was to go to the dr's two to three times a week. and every week was different one week she was going to come early the next we would wait it out, it was the longest 4 months of my life.
mid august we were told everything was starting to turn around and that he would let me go to my original due date of oct. 1, i know this sounds bad but at that moment its not what i wanted to hear. i was so mentally and emotionally prepared for her to come early that it was a disappointment to hear that, and i was told by hundreds of people "oh how great its better if she is still in there" but to be honest you have no clue what its like to go back and forth and back and forth you get to a point where youre done and i mean sooo done.
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